posted by ger53
28 July 2011
New member to message board
Last reply:
10 September 2011 19:28
Hi all,
Just a short introduction to you all. I have just been diagnosed with Lobular breast cancer and have been reading the boards with great interest. There is a wealth of experience here and I feel so comforted at the thought of being able to share my inner most thoughts whilst having to go through this process. It is a very surreal feeling having been given the information for my treatment and it still does not feel like its happening to me, more like I'm talking about someone else. I have just started taking Femara and as my medical history is very complicated I have lots of worries over adding to my very large medicine cupboard.
The odd thing is I have not even cried other than when I got the news, I'm not sure if its because i still don't believe it or I'm holding it together for everyone else in the family. The biggest shock I got was the other day when I noticed a girl in the local shopping centre with a bandanna and the sleeve for lymph edema, she made me want to go over to her and hug her and say hey I'm going to be with you in another while.The very thought of being able to chat with someone who is going through this is so good. I'm not in the least bit vain but have the same issues most women have and like to try to look my best. I dont have a face like Sinead O'Conner for baldness and have ample boobs so the thought of having one gone is scaring the bejaysus out of me. I am so confused over the whole discussion on re-construction. Do you do it along with your mastectomy or later? what are the pro's and con's to it all. I have read some of the information you guys have posted which is definitely helping.
I too like some of the posters here have had enough of people saying ahh theres great success for breast cancer and I know someone who had it 10 years ago and they are great now etc. Its so daunting the idea of the whole process and I would be really happy to join you all in the different topics that arise here.
Thanks for taking the time to read and I look forward to hearing how you all are getting on.
Love and peace
Ger53
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